Embarrassing and prolonging girl problems. Advise?

tell her how you feel or commit yourself to moving on. that means cutting all contact with her completely so you can allow yourself to TRULY move on. the fact that you still want to think about her means that you aren't quite letting yourself let go. If you don't let go you will miss out on a lot. You sound like a really sweet guy and you will find someone that you think is just as cool or maybe even cooler, because she loves you back, but you won't be able to if you won't let this dream go, because that's all it really is, a dream.